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March 25th, 2006
08:24 am - Oh right the real reason i was posting.
Yesterday i was very happy with my voice!
I was at a big band rehersal and all the others were tuning up there insturments and arguing over who was in tune, who was sharp, who was flat, and i sat there and drank my tea. Then there was the spit squirting on the floor, more arguing and pulling in and out of tuning slides. I continued to sit there drinking my tea and reading my book. This went on for 25 minutes, then when i got up to sing i thought how lucky i was. I dont have to carry my instrument round in a big black case, i dont have to tune up with anyone else, i dont need to shake my spit on the floor...i dont have to do a hell of alot, just drink my tea, open my mouth, and let that monster inside of me out.
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08:22 am - Good morning saturday.
Ummmmmm...no i am not wearing eye liner.....
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March 21st, 2006
10:39 am - The oh so profound meaning of Harry Potter
There has to be a deeper reason as to why i have not watched the new Harry Potter movie yet. I watched the first one 6 times in the theatre...seriously...that is messed up. The second one i saw 3 times, the third one only once (plus multiple times on DVD), but the fouth one i wont watch. Usually i am the first one to proclaim how much i LOVE H'potter, i think i may have moved on. Perhaps i am so happy that i no longer need the stories of magic and spells..perhaps i am in my own imaginary world....wait...perhaps i am Harry Potter...minus the glasses....and bad haircut....and annoying cockney accent.....oh but i do have the hag......i am not a oprphan though...damn it!
Current Music: The outside world- by whoever made the earth
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March 20th, 2006
09:51 pm - i'm a little journal happy
The forever rock
There is a place
This alone
Envelopes of night
Pockets of light
Whilst I sit
And I sit.
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09:24 pm - One more thing......
A hotel next to a sex shop, being looked over by a middle aged man with tight, high pants. No not porn its just a vist to the doctors.
Yay for the 26th.
Current Music: Amour- the musical
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09:21 pm - Oh my!
Okay, well i'm not sure if this is strange that i'm wearing glitter body lotion. I must say it does give me nice glow, and i think that if more people glittered then perhaps more people would believe in faries.
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March 15th, 2006
09:43 pm - work...
Yes! I do not have rabies....but i'm sorry to inform you that your cat does.
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March 14th, 2006
11:29 pm - no title
i used to think i was special
and only i have proved me wrong
i thought i could change the world with a song
but i have ended up in india
with no map to guide me home
strangest place i think i've ever been
and all this time i thought that we were friends
my stubborn will is learning to bend
i'd like to know if you'd be open to starting over from scratch
i'd like to know if you'd be open to giving me a second chance
it's a big girl world now
full of big girl things
and everyday i wish i was small
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11:26 pm - To you...
I am sorry...please forgive me.
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10:58 am - reclaiming my former life.........but not all of it
Today i move forward and backward at the same time..which may seem like staying in the same place..but i am planning to gather the best of my life back. That which i pushed away over the last few years and also new and exciting things.
I realized i have not been a great person over the last year...i do not like who i have become. I have cut away at what made me happy leaving nothing but a strange copy of myself.
I used to repair shoes with cotton wool......stand in parking lots in the early hours of the morning in -12 temperature.......eat fries late at night while laughing and laughing.......start my day at 7am and finish it at 3am......stay out late every friday at movie nights and never watch a movie.....i miss this.
I have my reasons and some of them were out of my control but i conrol much more than i think. I have grown in other ways over the last year, some huge personal steps yes, and i am gald to have taken those steps...but where is the Mark who stuck his eyes together with fake eyelash glue and ran through the theatre trying to find someone to open his eye?
Where is the Mark who in a moment of trying to be romantic (with a girl) canned himself on her knee and laughed? Where is the Mark who stays in parking lots talking and laughing and singing?
He is back.
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